never enough time

I want the moon and candlelight
a sun that sets inside my eyes
I want the grass’s earthen aroma
a landscape I romanticize

I want the water more blue than Miles
the scent of sea, wind-beaten face
I want the castle on a cliff
I built before, just in case

I want to dig my fingers in every soil
and listen to each muddied story
I want to see each color She has created
each paradise, hell and purgatory

I want to taste flowers, howl like stars
play the songs hidden in mountains
I want to know, to feel it all in one lifetime
but you can’t find eternity in some old fountain